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2004-09-06 [livingdeadgurl]: yeah the wrist does seem to be the best place it causes the best kind of pain i suppose
2004-09-06 [MissAJLawson]: my bf almost kicked my ass....so i do it in secrest and wear lots of braclets to cover them up
2004-09-06 [livingdeadgurl]: yeah luckily my friends never realized strange though i wear lots of raclets or a wrist band or arm socks at all times
2004-09-06 [MissAJLawson]: ...dont feel bad my guy didnt notice till 4 days later when it was healing...then he got pissed
2004-09-06 [livingdeadgurl]: jeez.....
2004-09-06 [MissAJLawson]: yea...it sucks....in a way because i want him to see...see the hate that i bleed
2004-09-06 [livingdeadgurl]: yes i know what you mean....
2004-09-06 [MissAJLawson]: i wish i had a blade now...so i can bleed it as it builds inside
2004-09-06 [livingdeadgurl]: hmmm me to...........n
2004-09-06 [MissAJLawson]: ...i just found a box cutter...dull.
2004-09-06 [Our Lady of Sorrow]: i leave mine uncovered. people see the pain that others are in.. they dont want to see it. but this in a way forces them to know that some ppl are just in so much pain that to take away from the emotional we create physical... my freinds know... and my best freind dee realizes that she cant get me to stop and all that so just doesnt agnowlage them or make me feel bad about it. she just... knows... but she treats me like everyone else... dee is the best friend i could ever hope to have
2004-09-06 [Our Lady of Sorrow]: and i have my x-actos
2004-09-06 [livingdeadgurl]: i used to leave them uncovered in order to show the ppl the pain iv bin through
2004-09-06 [MissAJLawson]: it dosent matter no one hear care....i could have a cut running from elbow to wrist bleeding and know one would notice or care...i wonder how far i can go
2004-09-06 [Our Lady of Sorrow]: they see... and they dont like to see... but they do... one of these days im going to get sent down to the drug guy... but i dont even care nemore... the drug guy is like the counseler. he like deals with drugs and some fights and a bunch of other shit
2004-09-06 [MissAJLawson]: ...we dont have one at my school....i dont care if we did...what are they going to do...tey dont know when i did it...what cant they do
2004-09-07 [livingdeadgurl]: no one even notices.......
2004-09-07 [MissAJLawson]: neither can i they find out yell then leave......do they think that helps?
2004-09-07 [livingdeadgurl]: they must fuck yeah yell at me sum more that will make it all go away.....
2004-09-07 [MissAJLawson]: i figure...go ahead you say it hurts you for me to cut so yell at me some more see how deep i can get
2004-09-07 [livingdeadgurl]: see how long it lasts......see just how far i will go see what happens if you drive me over the edge......
2004-09-07 [MissAJLawson]: damn you seem to be the only other person who knows what the hell i cut for and what happens when ppls say shit
2004-09-07 [livingdeadgurl]: is that a good thing??
2004-09-07 [MissAJLawson]: yea..i mean everyone else thinks its stupid and that i dont make any sense
2004-09-07 [livingdeadgurl]: why would it be stupid?? ....it makes purfect sence......
2004-09-07 [MissAJLawson]: yes but some people just cant see that
2004-09-07 [livingdeadgurl]: hmm i guess not....
2004-09-07 [MissAJLawson]: havent u noticed?
2004-09-07 [livingdeadgurl]: i try to ignore those that cant understand however most dont know........do
2004-09-07 [MissAJLawson]: ignorance is bliss.....so is blood
2004-09-07 [livingdeadgurl]: mm blood .......
2004-09-07 [MissAJLawson]: lol
2004-09-07 [livingdeadgurl]: hehe good thoughts
2004-09-07 [MissAJLawson]: may i invade them? what about?
2004-09-07 [livingdeadgurl]: ooo im being invaded hehe o well......i have a sertain little bloodlust problem.....
2004-09-07 [MissAJLawson]: ditto but only on certain people....lol.
2004-09-07 [livingdeadgurl]: ahh yes of course of course........
2004-09-07 [MissAJLawson]: i just got a new razor *smiles sickly*
2004-09-07 [livingdeadgurl]: heeh you lucky person you!
2004-09-07 [MissAJLawson]: yeppers..
2004-09-07 [livingdeadgurl]: hmm lalalala.....
2004-09-07 [MissAJLawson]: *runs away*..if you want to chat pm me
2004-09-07 [livingdeadgurl]: i have to go aswell same here pm me if u wish *vanishes into the darkness*
2004-10-15 [livingdeadgurl]: auight so hola pplz sup
2004-10-16 [Our Lady of Sorrow]: .< i got sent down to the drug councler >.< i KNEW it lol oh well he can go fuck himself... i dont like that persona
2004-10-16 [livingdeadgurl]: counclers hate me hhe iv bin through to many of them..........
2004-10-18 [fjdka]: FINALLY.. pplz that feel like i do... counslers can go 2 hell, u have 2 fuck w/ their minds hehehe... waste of $ in my personal opinion, same w/ those stupid anti-depressan
2004-10-18 [livingdeadgurl]: oooo helllz yeah stupid dumbfucks god dammit
2004-10-19 [fjdka]: last week i cut every single night and they didn't find out!!! hehehe,,, im getting better at hiding it mwuahaha!but yea, only told one person and they didn't yell at me or nething!!!!
2004-10-19 [livingdeadgurl]: well no one has ever *caught* me mainly cuz they wouldent give a shit anyways i tested them last week i went 4 days without eating and no one even noticed ..
2004-10-20 [fjdka]: ya... the only pplz that notice is my super-best friend(one and only) and my b/f cuz i tell him everything(long-distance). i've starved for a week...
2004-10-20 [{travesty}]: Everyone always asks me if it hurts...
2004-10-20 [livingdeadgurl]: its supposed to hurt..thats the point.....unle
2004-10-20 [livingdeadgurl]: its supposed to hurt..thats the point.....unle
2004-10-20 [livingdeadgurl]: jeez it keeps doing that sorry
2004-10-22 [Char.]: heylo
2004-10-22 [livingdeadgurl]: hola
2004-10-22 [Char.]: =) How are you?
2004-10-22 [livingdeadgurl]: shitty and u?
2004-10-22 [Char.]: Im ok thanks... why you shitty?
2004-10-22 [livingdeadgurl]: cracked ribs...umm ... i dunno shitty life life sucks ass
2004-10-26 [fjdka]: i have a blood lust... but i also want it 2 hurt... so it's deep and beautiful...
2004-10-26 [livingdeadgurl]: mmhmm definatly/...
2004-10-29 [fjdka]: cut last night... felt sooo good... almost hit a vein.. the blood... it just came pouring out...... FOR ALL U WHO HAVE AN OPINION: take my poll about blood
2004-10-30 [livingdeadgurl]: *goes to take poll*
2004-10-31 [fjdka]: thankyou!
2004-10-31 [Char.]: i tooked it!
2004-11-01 [livingdeadgurl]: i took it to!
2004-11-01 [Char.]: im boreddddddddd
2004-11-01 [livingdeadgurl]: well do sumthing then
2004-11-01 [Char.]: Theres nothing to do...if there was i'd be doing it
2004-11-01 [livingdeadgurl]: hmm well think
2004-11-02 [fjdka]: thankyou! just cut couple dayz ago and now every1 is pissed at me... i just needed release goddammit!
2004-11-02 [livingdeadgurl]: people make it out be be a far bigger deal then it is
2004-11-03 [fjdka]: i did this last thursday and they rn't healed yet.. is that a bad thing? (smirks at wrist.. HEAL DAMMIT)
2004-11-03 [Our Lady of Sorrow]: mine ussually only take about 3 or 4 days to heal... i heal uber fast lol but i have scars that dont go away from about 3 months
2004-11-03 [fjdka]: oic
2004-11-03 [livingdeadgurl]: no mine take a looong time to heal actully so from thursday that shouldent be a huge deal....but then again i keep recutting the same place so id unno
2004-11-03 [Char.]: i wanna take my name off the list, is that possible?
2004-11-03 [livingdeadgurl]: u dont love us anymore?
2004-11-03 [fjdka]: :'( tear... no1 luvs me...
2004-11-03 [livingdeadgurl]: its ok no one loves me eather :(
2004-11-03 [fjdka]: tear
2004-11-03 [Char.]: No no i just dont want to be part pf a wiki about razor blades anymore. I just gave up cutting and.. yeah
2004-11-04 [livingdeadgurl]: ooo we have a quiter..lol...
2004-11-04 [fjdka]: go u! well, u could stay here and help us try and quit!?!?!
2004-11-04 [livingdeadgurl]: not gonna happen,,.....m
2004-11-04 [fjdka]: i know.... sweet relief in the form of pain!
2004-11-04 [livingdeadgurl]: mmm loverly
2004-11-04 [fjdka]: i know...
2004-11-04 [livingdeadgurl]: good thoughts
2004-11-05 [Char.]: Ok i will stay but only cos i dont wanna leave you guys! XD
2004-11-05 [livingdeadgurl]: aww now i feel special....wow strange
2004-11-06 [Our Lady of Sorrow]: 1 month of not cutting down the drain... eh... wonderful... i freaked a few people and shit its all good...
2004-11-06 [livingdeadgurl]: i have to stop cuttin for about a week so i can go to the doctor with no fresh slices...i dun think ima make it fuck
2004-11-07 [Char.]: I've stopped cutting altogether... i donno if this will help any of you but go to... http://www.psy
2004-11-07 [fjdka]: i tried, lots of times... maybe i will stop.. i dunno nemore... all i know is it feels good and the blood tastes wonderful
2004-11-08 [livingdeadgurl]: nope i didnt make it....o well
2004-11-09 [fjdka]: yup, who the hell cares 'bout me newayz... right?!?!?!
2004-11-09 [livingdeadgurl]: right ...dammn the peeps
2004-11-20 [Shadow serpenz]: I have a cuting problem can you people help me
2004-11-21 [fjdka]: all i can tell u is throw away all of the possible things that u can hurt urself w/. i can't, i've tried...
2004-11-21 [Shadow serpenz]: I have tried that already it doesn't work when I own five knives
2004-11-21 [fjdka]: damn, give one 2 me!!!! ummm... think of all the pplz u hurt when u do it.... i do it newayz tho
2004-11-21 [Shadow serpenz]: I will think about it
2004-11-21 [livingdeadgurl]: no nun that stuff helps me eather....who know maybe one day my conshons will kick in and ill stop
2004-11-21 [fjdka]: ya, same here
2004-11-22 [livingdeadgurl]: yup
2004-11-22 [Shadow serpenz]: same
2004-11-22 [livingdeadgurl]: ok
2004-11-23 [fjdka]: cut 2night, blood waz shed, pain waz felt, emotion dissapeard, the pleasure of cutting*sigh*
2004-11-23 [livingdeadgurl]: i lost my knife o shit where did it go? crap crap crapshack
2004-11-24 [fjdka]: my wrist hurts...
2004-11-24 [Shadow serpenz]: that sucks
2004-11-25 [livingdeadgurl]: its supposed to hurt dear thats the point...
2004-11-26 [fjdka]: yes, but ussually not THIS much, i think i may have hi a vein... oppsi dasie
2004-11-26 [livingdeadgurl]: oo a vein...thats a good way to die...if u slash it good enuf of course
2004-11-27 [fjdka]: i know... i keep getting deeper and deeper... sumday it will just go too far... im waiting for that day... many will become happy when i dissapear
2004-11-27 [livingdeadgurl]: o yes the simpley painfull anguish of living in a world where people dont give a shit if ulive or die oo the joys
2004-11-27 [fjdka]: ah! finnally sum1 who understands the pain!
2004-12-01 [livingdeadgurl]: mm pure...simple.
2004-12-02 [fjdka]: or saftey pin... hehehe
2004-12-02 [livingdeadgurl]: or button...with the pins on the back....hehe
2004-12-03 [fjdka]: gotta try that!
2004-12-03 [livingdeadgurl]: o do try it quit good when ur sitting in the bathroom and allu got is the buttons on ur purse or back pack
2004-12-05 [Char.]: saftey pins are shit
2004-12-06 [fjdka]: yes... saftey pins suck but come quite useful when thats all u have... another good one is when u have nothing but a pop can-they're very sharp
2004-12-06 [livingdeadgurl]: oo a pop can eh...hmm the posabilitys...
2004-12-08 [fjdka]: nnnnnnnice
2004-12-08 [livingdeadgurl]: yeah
2004-12-08 [fjdka]: i don't have a knife small enough. but my saftey pins and razors are a comfort.
2004-12-08 [livingdeadgurl]: o no its a big ass knife i just dont care lol
2004-12-08 [fjdka]: lolz
2004-12-08 [livingdeadgurl]: hehe
2004-12-09 [fjdka]: both my wrists are terribly damaged now... i have to heal... then cut deeper and harder. i think it might take me a week and a half cuz they're perty bad this time... 2 nights in a row... the pain is great...
2004-12-09 [livingdeadgurl]: yeah well i tryed to kill myself 2 days ago i sliced through the vein with a lovly sharp new razor blade (yay i figured out where to get them now) sadly it didnt work i almost passed out and there was more blood then iv ever seen in my life but that was it
2004-12-10 [fjdka]: if u kill urself wat shall i do w/out u??? we are the razor blade army!!!! we must live to cut!!!!!
2004-12-10 [Our Lady of Sorrow]: wtf where did the page go... MOTHER FUCK bring back the pagey thingie
2004-12-10 [livingdeadgurl]: i sorry mirandaroo....
2004-12-12 [fjdka]: yea... iv'e noticed it... sad...
2004-12-12 [livingdeadgurl]: rather....
2004-12-13 [fjdka]: sheds tears and blood
2004-12-13 [livingdeadgurl]: o gorgeouse..
2004-12-13 [fjdka]: meow
2004-12-16 [livingdeadgurl]: grrr
2004-12-17 [fjdka]: cut last night. i couldn't cut on my wrist tho, my parents would've checked. once they see that i am clean and i asure them that i wont i'll feel the pain and taste the blood again. my leg looks really bad tho, cuz i cut deep but not enough blood came. *damn* o how i luv razors!
2004-12-17 [livingdeadgurl]: ooo u got spot checks thats no good...no one knows ....and even if they did....no one gives a shit anywayz
2004-12-18 [fjdka]: my parents say they do. sumtimez i really believe them, but then they fuck up and i don't care nemore. however i care 4 fellow cutterz!!! they understand and will be there
2004-12-18 [livingdeadgurl]: yesm!!
2004-12-18 [Erinnn]: i get checked too now, my dad checked my arms for scars aftr one of my friend over here told their mum who told my step mum, sad really
2004-12-18 [livingdeadgurl]: oo ouch...thats shitty...i sliced a big loverly X into my wrist across my vein last night....god dammn guys suck fuckin ass
2004-12-19 [fjdka]: yes, they're all dickheads
2004-12-19 [livingdeadgurl]: mhmm
2004-12-20 [fjdka]: i drove on the interstate 2day. i just got my permit last tuesday! it waz scary!
2004-12-20 [livingdeadgurl]: lol congrats....iv drivin on the highway b4....not legaly mind u but intyrly besides the point
2004-12-22 [Erinnn]: haha, i havnt, ive only driven out of the driveway and chrashed into the wall. hehe, im a little clumsy O.O
2004-12-25 [livingdeadgurl]: it would be fun to drive into a wall....but only if i died doing it meh....*goes ta take the dammn pole*
2004-12-25 [Erinnn]: *_*
2004-12-26 [livingdeadgurl]: *took the dammn pole*
2004-12-27 [livingdeadgurl]: our wiki is back....
2004-12-29 [Erinnn]: i have elephants on my socks
2004-12-30 [livingdeadgurl]: i have snowmen on my toesox
2004-12-30 [fjdka]: THE WIKI IS BACK!!!!! and so am i, our computer had 2 get fixed. so how have you all been?? bloody good i hope, i've been gettin thru ok. i hate family... too much of it during break.
2004-12-30 [Erinnn]: yes yes.. too true, im goodish
2005-01-01 [fjdka]: o good! hmmm.... anything new?
2005-01-02 [livingdeadgurl]: notta....oo look new scars/....yup thats bout it...i shal continue with my preveouse statment and say...CHRISTMA
2005-01-03 [fjdka]: yes!!!! too much family time and i hate getting things
2005-01-03 [livingdeadgurl]: i still have to live throu at least 2 more christmases and ivalready had 3
2005-01-04 [fjdka]: lolz... yea i got my other side of the family sumtime
2005-01-05 [livingdeadgurl]: the thing is these people arnt even my family i gots no fuckin clue who they are neva met them b4
2005-01-05 [fjdka]: sad... i cut last night and 2night. i got a new razor on mon and wanted to try it out. it's really good... cuts really deep.. i like it alot!
2005-01-05 [livingdeadgurl]: well i cut everynight so ya.....oo new razor goodgood
2005-01-08 [fjdka]: my b/f broke up with me, the one i loved, i fuckin loved him! i still do! and i cut, really bad... went to the hospital and got 5 stitches...
2005-01-08 [Our Lady of Sorrow]: i keep the razors close but i havent cut for 3 months
2005-01-09 [fjdka]: i want to rip out these stitches and bleed... my best friend is moving becuz her brother is fucked up on drugs and wants to kill her. First Zach, my love breaks up with me now my only trusted one is leaving...
2005-01-10 [livingdeadgurl]: welcome to hell...this is our lives..
2005-01-11 [fjdka]: sooo much blood...
2005-01-11 [livingdeadgurl]: o yesm...for sure....
2005-01-11 [fjdka]: mmmm..........
2005-01-11 [livingdeadgurl]: o shit...everywe
2005-01-18 [Lost_soul_of BrandonLee2]: Ello all
2005-01-18 [fjdka]: hello!
2005-01-18 [Lost_soul_of BrandonLee2]: How are you???? I just messaged you again...yay
2005-01-18 [fjdka]: ki ki ki. i want to cut... bad... real bad.... but i can't cuz i got counsler appot. on wed. dammit..
2005-01-21 [livingdeadgurl]: uh oh...shity randa....good luck wit that....shit i have to start the hole counselor crap on the 26th grr not looking forward to..
2005-01-21 [Lost_soul_of BrandonLee2]: I haven't seen my counsler in ages ^_^!!!
2005-01-24 [livingdeadgurl]: lucky...
2005-01-24 [fjdka]: ooohhh... i cut, really deep.. no1 knows! hehe. counsler said that coloring would help me with my emotion... so i got color crayons and a sketch book! my parents think my drawings r disturbing tho...ki ki ki
2005-01-24 [Lost_soul_of BrandonLee2]: Ha........that
2005-01-24 [fjdka]: who gets what??
2005-01-25 [livingdeadgurl]: hahaha..
2005-01-25 [Lost_soul_of BrandonLee2]: Parents..
2005-01-25 [livingdeadgurl]: wee...i dunno bout ya all but im feelin pretty dammn good right now hhehe
2005-01-27 [Avoral]: Ooh, a whole wiki I've seen but never pillaged. And it's full of whiny little kids who think cutting makes them different, whether they want to admit it or not. To think I've never hit this one up. All of you, it's time to suffer the fate of so many before you. Let's play.
2005-01-27 [livingdeadgurl]: bring it on
2005-01-27 [Avoral]: Yay! ^_^ God, I've missed this. I wonder if I'm rusty at this point... But first, out of curiosity, what the hell kind of wiki is this? It's even worse than Crazy Goths and non conformity!!!. I mean, come on. This whole thing is like THE spectacle of whiny angsty teen BS... If you cut, why on EARTH would you go around flaunting it? And that's what is being done. And thus raises the question: Is that what this wiki is all about? Or is it just a love of edged things?
2005-01-27 [Avoral]: The answer to that question will determine my disposition. No pressure, but the wiki's fate is in your hands.
2005-01-27 [livingdeadgurl]: it depends who you are for sum it is simply the love of edged or shiny sharp metal objects....for others yes perhaps it is to bitch about cutting yourself up however i feel everyone needs an outlet......an
2005-01-27 [Avoral]: The oracle is appeased. He likes shiny things too. Live, Razorblade Army, to die another day. *Floats off in search of whiny Goths to destroy in the name of Conformity, Inc.*
2005-01-27 [livingdeadgurl]: well that was no fun.....was hopping youd put up more of a fight then that.....
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